It's October? Seriously? This will be a quick update. Very quick. I'm in college. I'm at Kent State. I love college. I love Kent. I am doing homework. I am studying. Welcome to my life! More to come later!!

~Nire

Well I realized I haven't updated since the holidays. Whoops, sorry about that. Didn't mean. Anyway, life has been pretty hectic for me! I'm already in my last semester of high school! EVER! It's a really scary thought, but at the same time I feel ready for it. I've decided where I'm going to college, and I'm ready to move away from home. I'm working out some of my deeper problems, and I'm going up pretty well. I feel like I'm almost ready for college, maybe. I've been studying a lot for my last semester of school, I wanna make sure I do really good Bedsides studying and hanging with friends, my life has been pretty routine. Just letting you peoples know I am NOT a zombie/dead. I am alive and kicking!

~Nire

First of all! Happy Holidays to all!

I find that when the holidays roll around, I come to reflect on the year past as corny and dorky as that is. Those of you who know me in real life realize how bad of year this has been for me but somehow I've managed to find things that still make me smile. I mean I lost one of my closest family members and that still hurts. Everyday it still throbs in my chest, a pain that will stop my breathing and make me wanna cry but I never have. And it'll probably take me awhile to let myself cry, but seriously it seems like time is going by too fast.

I swear it was yesterday that I was studying for my Bio mid-term, and than a blink later I was studying for my AP Finals and then another blink and it's Christmas this year. Surprisingly, I haven't lost any friends in the fray and I've even made a new one or two. I've discovered the joy of needing glasses to read the board and I've rediscovered the joy of having a pissy iPod. I've realized that I'm much more mature than most people give me credit for. I've cried a lot this year, and I've toughened up this year too. I've changed in so many ways and yet I'm still the same. It doesn't seem like last year I was a junior. I don't feel old enough to be getting this accepted letters into college. I can't honestly believe they want me! I've had my self-esteem messed with so much it's a wonder I believe in. I've gotten anger at friends and family over something stupid and never apologized but somehow are still loved. I've hurt myself too many times to count and yet here I stand. I've failed a test or two and still my grades are pretty good.

It just amazes me how much life can change and how much it does change if you think about. Are you the same person you once were? Are you better or are you worse? Do you forgive and forget or do you hold grudges? Are you happy with yourself? Can you live with what you have done? Are you keeping those memories that make you smile or do you forget them along with the bad ones?

Just some things to ponder over my friends! Until the next entry!
~Nire

WOO!! It's summer vacation and has been for almost a month but I'm really lazy and didn't feel updating till now! WOO! I'm enjoying the new freedom that I had long forgotten in the madness of school. *laughs* If you can't tell, I'm in a really good mood, for the first time in awhile and I'm enjoying it. I finally got my permit!! Which means I can drive, legally now....with an adult in the car XD But that doesn't matter! I can drive!! Which obviously is amazing and I can't wait to learn how to drive all the way so I can drive random places XD It'll be fun And I got my AP grades, and thankfully I passed them all!! With pretty good grades too so it makes me happy! Soo...that's all I wanted to say, I'm alive-I got my freakin' permit( ) and enjoying my summer! I hope y'all are too! Love you!
~Nire~

Seen this one and decided to do. Why? Because I freakin' can XD And I don't feel like doing my homework...*snickers* And it takes my mind off my APUSH test tomorrow, which I'm totally going to fail!! AHH!! Don't want to fail!!!
On with the meme:

1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into the dA search box.
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers).
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you.

1. The age you will be on your next birthday
17-[link]


2. A place you'd like to travel
Pyramids- [link]


3. Your favorite place
Park-[link]


4. Your favorite object
Notebook-[link]


5. Favorite food
Pasta-[link]


6. Your favorite animal
Snow Leopard- [link]


7. Your favorite colour
Blue-[link]


8. The town/state/etc in which you live
Fairport-[link]


9. Name of past pet
Mandy-[link]


10. A dream come true
Freedom-[link]


11. Your nickname/screenname
Nire-[link]


12. Middle name
Michelle- [link]


13. Favorite Smell
Lilacs-[link]


14. Bad habit of yours
Biting my Nails-[link]


15. Your first job
Babysitting-[link]


16. Favourite Movie
Forrest Gump-[link]


17. What are you doing right now?
Procrastinating- [link]


18. Whats The Weather Like?
Sunny-[link]

19. Favorite Sport
Soccer-[link]


20. Favorite Music/Style/Band
Bon Jovi-[link]